Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Do Not Be Anxious

I started a new devotional this week. I wanted to study the fruit of the spirit and so I choose to first study JOY. The first thing it had me do this morning is read this upcoming passage. It really spoke to me and what I have been going through in my life lately. 

If God takes care of the lilies and the birds, how much more will he take care of me? His own child. I do not have to be anxious about anything of tomorrow because God has promised me that if I seek his kingdom first he will give me food and drink and clothing. 

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25 "Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing? 

26 Look at the birds in the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? 

27 And which of you being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life? 

28 And why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin, 

29 yet I tell you, even Solomon in his glory was not arrayed like one of these. 

30 But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 

31 Therefore do not be anxious, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' 

32 For the Gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all. 

33 But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you."

34 "Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble."

Matthew 6:25-34
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Then as my day goes on I am filled with more and more God winks.

I love to see God use people.

A friend shares a blog post with me that I needed today.

A family member shoots me an encouraging text message because they are think of me, praying for me, and wanting to share a verse with me.


6 "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your request be made known to God."

Philippians 4:6

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

My Testimony To The People Of India

When I was young I didn't fully understand who Jesus is and how important he is. 

Jesus is love. He came to save me, to have mercy on me, to give me grace, and to love me.

I grew up going to church all of my life. I have always believed in Jesus but I don't think I really loved him with everything I have- with all of my heart and my soul. 

It was not until I was a teenager that I experienced Jesus move within me. 

I worked at a food bank one summer and helped others gather food and supplies for their families. I loved on them with kind eyes and grace full in my heart. I loved those people and cared for them.

My eyes were open to how Jesus looks at me. He has kind eyes for me. His heart is full of grace and mercy for me. He takes me in like his child and he gives me love. He truly cares for me and takes care of me. He provides me with every single thing I could ever need.

All though my short life I have search for the meaning of life. Searched for what fulfills the heart.

Jesus is love. Jesus gives me everything I need. He fulfills my heart.

Once I learned who Jesus was I could understand how important it is to follow him.  

I am his disciple. I am his follower.  Following Jesus is the absolutely best choice. There is nothing better. There is no better answer. 

He is the light.

We must follow the light. We must obey him.

Whenever I am faced with a hard choice or a fork in the road I know I MUST pick his path. Even if that path is rocky and it his hard I must take his path.

Why?

Jesus will honor you if you obey him. If you trust him and you trust his ways then he promises to give you life. He promises to rescue you and to save you. He promises to give you everything that you could every need in life. He promises to protect you. Whether that be food, shelter, health, or protection for your family, or maybe a loving heart.

Jesus will give you every single thing that you need in life. 

He has already given me so much.

Sunday, November 9, 2014

Late Night Mail

I start my new job bright and early tomorrow- 6am at Starbucks.

Super nervous. I don't make coffee. I don't drink coffee.
It has been on my mind all day. 
You can say I have a lot to learn.

God has quite a humor sometimes though. I am just amazed.

Whenever I have mail my mom sets it on top of my desk. 

I come home very late tonight and I have two envelopes sitting there. 

The first one is from Starbucks. A letter from Starbucks congratulating me for buying so many drinks and inside is a very shiny GOLD CARD.

I just sit in wonder and astonishment. God, you hold everything in your hands.

No coincidences. Godwink.

Then I come to the second envelope. A plain white envelope with my address on it. The ones I sent our for support for my India trip. No return address. No name inside. 

"God...What!"

What a strange way to end my night. Strange late night mail. I love it.

Thursday, November 6, 2014

GodWink Links

Now that you know what a Godwink is I can tell you what a Godwink link is.

Take a guess at what you think that might be?

A Godwink link is that person that links you to your Godwink. Let me explain a bit more.

Have you ever gotten an unexpected call from a friend you have been thinking about? Maybe your Godwink link was someone sweet at the grocery store who showed you kindness. Or maybe, just maybe your link was the person that delivered those God given words that you so desired to hear.

Just the other day I needed a friend. I went to Anthem coffee ready to sit down, read, and spend some one on one time with God. 

(God has such a humor at times. I never know what I need. He is so good. He always knows exactly what I need day to day.)

As soon as I walked in I saw a friendly face- a girl from one of my classes. She invited me to sit with her. We sat there snacking and giggling and having deep conversation for 3 hours. It was completely what I needed at that moment. God heard my prayers that morning and he delivered.

My friend was Gods messenger. She was the link to my Godwink. It was no coincidence that I ran into her that afternoon. God had it all planned. She was part of it. 

A lot of times we say to ourselves "What a Coincidence!"

No such thing!

The wink was planned and placed by him.
The link was used by him as a messenger to reach you.

You have no idea but you could be someones Godwink link today.

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In the book "When God Winks at You" by SQuire Rushnell he writes a short story that touches my heart called When God Smiles. I encourage you to read this example of a Godwink link.

Danielle loved smiley faces.

"They match her personality," said her father, Daniel Heard.

A musically gifted nineteen-year0old, she was about to journey to Los Angeles from her her in Michigan to meet with record producers who thought her songs might have commercial appeal. 

Then the raggedy happened. A car out of control. A head-on collision. She died.

We simply cannot fathom the pain borne by her grieving parents and two older sisters. Life does not prepare us for theta kind of heartbreak.

Nine months later, her father was still feeling agonizing loss. Daniel stood alone on the rear deck of their home, looking off into the woods. It was a dark night. Black clouds filled the sky.

"Oh God... this still hurts. Dear God... please give me a sign that Danielle is okay. That she's with you," he wailed. Then bowing his head, his voice cracking with sorrow, he said, "I guess I'm not worthy."

A glimmer of light reelected from the deck. He looked up to see a wondrous sight- a hole had formed in the blackness of the sky, just enough for the full moon to fit perfectly into it. He stared, recognizing the craters near the top that looked like the eyes of the man in the moon. Then in slow motion, across the bottom of the moon, a narrow dark cloud drifted... and stopped... and turned up its corners.

In a direct, personal communication, Daniel was receiving a godwink. 

For a full fifteen or twenty seconds, the full moon was a perfect smiley face, just like those Danelle had always collect and drew.

"I now counsel other parents who are dealing with grief," said Daniel. "I tell them they should expect that their hurt will come in waves. Occasionally, they'll get a sign- a godwink- to lift their spirits."

Three months after he witnessed the smiley face in the sky, Daniel and his wife moved into their new home. For one year, it had been under construction, positioned on the five-acre lot Danielle had suggested before her accident.

It was a cold Sunday afternoon. Daniel knew that before the first snowfall he had to pick up all the scraps of wood and debris left by the contractors. For three hours he labored, pushing a heavy wheelbarrow with loads of debris over the muddy terrain. All the while, Danielle was not far form his mind. Over and over again, he thought about the smiley-faced moon. He was glad God had spoken to him. He now knew Danielle was okay, but... he wanted to know that she was with Him.

His eyes moistened. A constriction grew in his throat. Out loud, all alone, he cried.

For another few minutes, Daniel labored, satisfied the job was just about finished. He stood, looked all around to see if there were any more scraps of wood.

There... there was one. He went to it and squatted to pick it up. It was a piece of siding, maybe ten inches long. He lifted it, turned it over. His eyes widened. Carved into the wood, probably by a nail, were the words:

"Hi, Dad."

For several moments of disbelief and absolute wonder, he stared at the godwink he held in his hands!

He couldn't wait to get inside to share the story with his wide. They talked about it. About the significance of the smiley-faced mood and the scrap of siding, both coming within moments of a plea to God for a sign of assurance that their daughter was in heaven.

His wife noted that the siding man worked with his son. Probably that's how those words "Hi, Dad." got there. Then they looked at each other and simultaneously shrugged: "So what?"

Whoever left that scrap of wood was a Godwink Link.

Monday, November 3, 2014

What is a God Wink?

God Winks. What is that you might ask?

A God wink is what most people would call a coincidence.

There is NO such thing as a coincidence. That word is not in my vocabulary. I call them God winks. That moment when something as detailed or simple happens in your life and you think to yourself,

"What are the chances?!"

Well that moment didn't just happen. It was no coincidence. It was an encounter with the one true, loving,  Jesus Christ. 

It was a God wink! 

Have you ever had the experience when a grandparent or family member gives you a little wink across the dining room table? It's just a little nudge saying I love you and you are special!

That's just what God winks remind me of. God looked down from heaven at you and gave you a little wink just to let you know he was there. That he is with you. That he loves you. That you are special to him. It gives you certainty. It makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside knowing that God knows exactly what I need.

Luke 12:7 says, "Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered."

I love this verse! God made each one of us so special. No one knows the number of hairs I have on my head besides him. This verse is the very proof about the detail God has put into our lives.

I learned about God winks from a book called "When God Winks at You" by SQuire Rushhnell. Rushnell shares many stories about people all over the world and the different God winks they have encountered.

It brought so much joy and wonder to my life. It made me peek into my own life and look for God in every moment. I can count numerous times when I have been driving down the road, I pray about something I have going on, I turn the radio on, and the most perfect song comes on to lift me up. I used to think, "What a coincidence". Now I gained the biggest smile because all I can think about it how amazing my Jesus is. How much he cares about me and loves me and shows me just what I need. I smile because I know Jesus is with me.

Next time we will talk about God wink links.

For now, if anyone is out there reading this,  I challenge you to look for God today. Don't underestimate your experiences as a coincidence but instead acknowledge it as a smile and a wink from Jesus.

Keep your eyes open for God winks!